My mouth drops
open as I stare into the room before me. There are stuffed animals everywhere,
too many to count. One wall is entirely fur. There's a circular bed and it has
twister dots on it. There's a cabinet that's open and I can see dusters,
ticklers and other things that I don't quite recognize. The walls are pink. The
floor beneath me is bouncy, and right in the middle of the floor is a inset
trampoline. My inner freak has a mixture of joy and confusion on her face. In
one corner I see life size Teletubbies. My confusion deepens as I notice Elmo,
Cookie Monster, Big Bird, and Mr. Snuffleupagus. I
walk around the room, taking in all that I'm seeing touching things here and
there. The affect the room has on me is surprising. I feel childish. It's
cool I think, it's cute, I add, No, It's Kawaii. Now I
understand. Now I get it.
“What do you think?” Yoshi asks softly as
if worried as to what my answer will be.
“So, you really like soft, furry, fluffy
things.” I say
“Yeah,” He admits
“I don't understand though,”
“Understand what?”
“How does this explain how you like to
have sex.”
“Shannon, I like to dress up and have
sex.”
“You mean costume role play?”
“Sort of except these costumes are more
animal like, or cute.”
“I see, so what am I supposed
to do?” I asked confused.
“I want you to dress up and fulfill my
fantasies.” Yoshi says with a hint of hope in his voice.
“Why would I do that?” I ask
“Because you like me, because I like you,
because I want to fuck you like this.”
“What makes you think I'll agree.” I ask
softly
Yoshi quickly crosses the room and
kisses me passionately. “Something tells me you'll have a hard time saying no,
something tells me you're curious enough to try this.” It's almost as if Yoshi
has read my mind. He's right. I want to try this. It's fascinating, and it
could be hot, or really really awkward. I stand there for a minute think about
what sex with Yoshi will be like.
“Shannon, stop twirling your hair, I can't
think when you do that.”
“Oh,” I say mid twirl. I didn't notice I
was doing that.
“Let's get out of here, All I keep
thinking about is you in one of the costumes.” Yoshi turns and walks out. I
follow.
“How long have you been into this?” I ask
“I told you when I first met you that I've
had an attachment to my bear.” Yoshi says
“So it's been all your life.”
“Yeah, it has.”
“Are there a lot of people into this kind
of stuff.”
“A few, most of them I've found on the internet.
Can I take your jacket?” Yoshi asks holding out his arm. I shrug off my jacket
and hand it to Yoshi. His mouth drops open and his eyes go wide. I cross into
the living room and sit on the toadstool.
“I'm interested,” I say “How does this work?”
“Have you ever done anything like this
before?” he asks huskily.